A TRUE FRIEND STANDS BY YOUR SIDE IN THE STORM
AND REMINDS YOU THAT THERE ARE
SWEET AND SUNNY DAYS TO COME...................-Kathryn T. Shaw
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Time Flies as we heal....
Wow, its been a whole month since my last post and I am amazed at how much has happened and how many times I have thought about blogging this or that and just never took the time to sit down and do it.
I feel like I have BEEN HECTICALLY BUSY AND AS IF I HAVE PASSED THROUGH A STORM AND MOST DAYS I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS A DREAM AND I WONDER WHEN I MAY WAKE UP AND WHAT WILL I SEE??? (oops, bumped caps lock and do not feel like typing that again)
I recently had a few revelations maybe even a healing crisis and it was very interesting. This 40Th year of my life has brought about many changes and they came pretty rapidly. I guess when you finally make up your mind things start moving quickly. I got divorced and when the final decree came I was just numb. This surprised me and I needed to decide why I am not happy.
Am I incapable of being happy, was that the problem....did I deserve to be happy???...was that the problem??
So many questions and then even more confusion. Life is good, business is good and I had to get to the bottom of my feelings before I made any more mistakes and caused any more pain.
I decided to turn to a Healing touch professional that I trade services with and returned to Network Chiropractic. I put the intent out there and many opportunities to discover were opened up to me.
I dealt with abandonment issues and worthiness to start and after some theta healing and self searching I moved through that but as these things come in layers, I was not done.
My new relationship is exactly what I created and I have a chance to be so happy, to live the dream.....I could not understand why it felt so complicated. I am so grateful that we communicate so well as it has helped me delve deeper and deeper. It was during one of our discussions that I realised shame was the next layer and it really blew me away.
I knew I had a LOT of shame around my childhood and being abused and raped and poor, but I did not realize that it was soooo strong in my vibrations that I had attracted it to me from everywhere. I attracted three bad things in a row to happen to me to build on the shame I was carrying and then to add more issues, I felt like I needed to protect myself and put on a ton of weight (in my mind)and this just gave me something else to be ashamed about. As I lay there talking to my partner it hit me.....I was ashamed of this wonderful relationship I had dreamed of and created, the one thing that was supposed to make me happy and help me!!
It was as if these episodes in my life fell into this shame filling cabinet and it all made sense.
I have a new relationship and I am so in love and it may have happened fast for a recently divorced person but I am choosing to be ashamed no more and I will not be ashamed of this love in my life and if no one understands and chooses to judge it so be it.....they obviously have a bunch of issues that they themselves need to deal with.
My healing is probably not complete but this layer certainly is!! I am in love and proud of it. I chose a different life for myself and I am sorry for the pain it may have caused but I know in the end everyone involved will be happier, I certainly am.
Emotions are....and they start from some imprint or belief system and if we are not careful we can feed them and feed them until they destroy all we desire. That is, the lower vibrational emotions mainly!!! The only emotion I wish to feed now is love....LOVE for myself and others.
I know that I am a child of the DIVINE and am integrating it deeply into my psyche, changing the other imprints in there, and I deserve all the good things the Universe has to offer and I accept it now.
YOU ARE TOO A DIVINE CHILD AND DESERVE ALL THE GOOD OUT THERE SO, IT'S TIME......GRAB IT!!!
I feel like I have BEEN HECTICALLY BUSY AND AS IF I HAVE PASSED THROUGH A STORM AND MOST DAYS I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS A DREAM AND I WONDER WHEN I MAY WAKE UP AND WHAT WILL I SEE??? (oops, bumped caps lock and do not feel like typing that again)
I recently had a few revelations maybe even a healing crisis and it was very interesting. This 40Th year of my life has brought about many changes and they came pretty rapidly. I guess when you finally make up your mind things start moving quickly. I got divorced and when the final decree came I was just numb. This surprised me and I needed to decide why I am not happy.
Am I incapable of being happy, was that the problem....did I deserve to be happy???...was that the problem??
So many questions and then even more confusion. Life is good, business is good and I had to get to the bottom of my feelings before I made any more mistakes and caused any more pain.
I decided to turn to a Healing touch professional that I trade services with and returned to Network Chiropractic. I put the intent out there and many opportunities to discover were opened up to me.
I dealt with abandonment issues and worthiness to start and after some theta healing and self searching I moved through that but as these things come in layers, I was not done.
My new relationship is exactly what I created and I have a chance to be so happy, to live the dream.....I could not understand why it felt so complicated. I am so grateful that we communicate so well as it has helped me delve deeper and deeper. It was during one of our discussions that I realised shame was the next layer and it really blew me away.
I knew I had a LOT of shame around my childhood and being abused and raped and poor, but I did not realize that it was soooo strong in my vibrations that I had attracted it to me from everywhere. I attracted three bad things in a row to happen to me to build on the shame I was carrying and then to add more issues, I felt like I needed to protect myself and put on a ton of weight (in my mind)and this just gave me something else to be ashamed about. As I lay there talking to my partner it hit me.....I was ashamed of this wonderful relationship I had dreamed of and created, the one thing that was supposed to make me happy and help me!!
It was as if these episodes in my life fell into this shame filling cabinet and it all made sense.
I have a new relationship and I am so in love and it may have happened fast for a recently divorced person but I am choosing to be ashamed no more and I will not be ashamed of this love in my life and if no one understands and chooses to judge it so be it.....they obviously have a bunch of issues that they themselves need to deal with.
My healing is probably not complete but this layer certainly is!! I am in love and proud of it. I chose a different life for myself and I am sorry for the pain it may have caused but I know in the end everyone involved will be happier, I certainly am.
Emotions are....and they start from some imprint or belief system and if we are not careful we can feed them and feed them until they destroy all we desire. That is, the lower vibrational emotions mainly!!! The only emotion I wish to feed now is love....LOVE for myself and others.
I know that I am a child of the DIVINE and am integrating it deeply into my psyche, changing the other imprints in there, and I deserve all the good things the Universe has to offer and I accept it now.
YOU ARE TOO A DIVINE CHILD AND DESERVE ALL THE GOOD OUT THERE SO, IT'S TIME......GRAB IT!!!
Monday, April 6, 2009
2012 Unlimited philosophy
This was sent to me in an email and I thought it awesome info to share......so enjoy!!!
Take your time digest it and then decide how this info feels to you. How has your gut responded to it??
Maybe nothing in it is true for you and maybe it all is......who knows???? Our reality is based on what we believe, so maybe these are just other ideas you can believe in or maybe it is just there to prod you in a different direction.......either way.....take it or leave it!
2012 Unlimited philosophy
1. Humanity and Planet Earth are currently going through a huge change shift in consciousness and reality perception.
2. The Mayan civilization of Central America was and is the most advanced in relation to time-science knowledge. Their main calendar is the most accurate on the planet. It has never erred. They actually have 22 calendars in total, covering the many timing cycles in the Universe and Solar System. Some of these calendars are yet to be revealed.
3. The Mayan fifth world finished in 1987. The sixth world starts in 2012.So we are currently "between worlds". This time is called the "Apocalypse" or revealing. This means the real truth will be revealed. It is also the time for us to work through "our stuff" individually and collectively.
4. The Mayan sixth world is actually blank. This means it is up to us, as co-creators, to start creating the new world and civilization we want now.
5. The Mayans also say that by 2012- we will have gone beyond technology, as we know it. We will have gone beyond time and money. We will have entered the fifth dimension after passing through the fourth dimension Planet Earth and the Solar System will come into galactic synchronization with the rest of the Universe. Our DNA will be "upgraded" (or reprogrammed) from the centre of our galaxy. (Hunab Ku) "Everbody on this planet is mutating. Some are more conscious of it than others. But everyone is doing it"
-6. In 2012 the plane of our Solar System will line up exactly with the plane of our Galaxy, the Milky Way. This cycle has taken 26,000 years to complete. Virgil Armstrong also says that two other galaxies will line up with ours at the same time. A cosmic event!
7. Time is actually speeding up (or collapsing). For thousands of years the Schumann Resonance or pulse (heartbeat) of Earth has been 7.83 cycles per second, The military have used this as a very reliable reference. However, since 1980 this resonance has been slowly rising. It is now over 12 cycles per second! This mean there is the equivalent of less than 16 hours per day instead of the old 24 hours. Another interpretation is, we, or rather Consciousness have been down this same road seven times before over the last 16 billion years. Each of these cycles of Creation runs 20 times faster than the last one. The same amount of Creation is paced 20 times tighter. This is why time seems to be going so fast. It is not "time" but Creation itself that is accelerating.
8. During the Apocalypse or the time "between worlds" many people will be going through many personal changes. The changes will be many and varied. It is all part of what we came here to learn or experience. Examples of change could be- relationships coming to an end, change of residence or location, change of job or work, shift in attitude or thinking etc.
9. Remember, in any given moment we are making small and large decisions. Each decision is based on LOVE or FEAR. Choose love, follow your intuition, not intellect and follow your passion or "burning inner desire." Go with the flow.
10. Thought forms are very important and affect our everyday life. We create our reality with thought forms. If we think negative thoughts of others this is what we attract. If we think positive thoughts, we will attract positive people and events. So be aware of your thoughts and eliminate the unnecessary negative or judgmental ones.
11. Be aware that most of the media is controlled by just a few. Use discernment! Look for the hidden agendas. Why is this information being presented to you? What is "their" real agenda? Is it a case of problem reaction solution? Do "they" create a problem so that "we" react and ask for a fix, then "they" offer their solution? The "solution is what "they" really wanted in the first place.
12. Remember , almost nothing happens by accident. Almost all "events" are planned by some agency or other. Despite this, it is a very exciting time to be alive!
Take your time digest it and then decide how this info feels to you. How has your gut responded to it??
Maybe nothing in it is true for you and maybe it all is......who knows???? Our reality is based on what we believe, so maybe these are just other ideas you can believe in or maybe it is just there to prod you in a different direction.......either way.....take it or leave it!
2012 Unlimited philosophy
1. Humanity and Planet Earth are currently going through a huge change shift in consciousness and reality perception.
2. The Mayan civilization of Central America was and is the most advanced in relation to time-science knowledge. Their main calendar is the most accurate on the planet. It has never erred. They actually have 22 calendars in total, covering the many timing cycles in the Universe and Solar System. Some of these calendars are yet to be revealed.
3. The Mayan fifth world finished in 1987. The sixth world starts in 2012.So we are currently "between worlds". This time is called the "Apocalypse" or revealing. This means the real truth will be revealed. It is also the time for us to work through "our stuff" individually and collectively.
4. The Mayan sixth world is actually blank. This means it is up to us, as co-creators, to start creating the new world and civilization we want now.
5. The Mayans also say that by 2012- we will have gone beyond technology, as we know it. We will have gone beyond time and money. We will have entered the fifth dimension after passing through the fourth dimension Planet Earth and the Solar System will come into galactic synchronization with the rest of the Universe. Our DNA will be "upgraded" (or reprogrammed) from the centre of our galaxy. (Hunab Ku) "Everbody on this planet is mutating. Some are more conscious of it than others. But everyone is doing it"
-6. In 2012 the plane of our Solar System will line up exactly with the plane of our Galaxy, the Milky Way. This cycle has taken 26,000 years to complete. Virgil Armstrong also says that two other galaxies will line up with ours at the same time. A cosmic event!
7. Time is actually speeding up (or collapsing). For thousands of years the Schumann Resonance or pulse (heartbeat) of Earth has been 7.83 cycles per second, The military have used this as a very reliable reference. However, since 1980 this resonance has been slowly rising. It is now over 12 cycles per second! This mean there is the equivalent of less than 16 hours per day instead of the old 24 hours. Another interpretation is, we, or rather Consciousness have been down this same road seven times before over the last 16 billion years. Each of these cycles of Creation runs 20 times faster than the last one. The same amount of Creation is paced 20 times tighter. This is why time seems to be going so fast. It is not "time" but Creation itself that is accelerating.
8. During the Apocalypse or the time "between worlds" many people will be going through many personal changes. The changes will be many and varied. It is all part of what we came here to learn or experience. Examples of change could be- relationships coming to an end, change of residence or location, change of job or work, shift in attitude or thinking etc.
9. Remember, in any given moment we are making small and large decisions. Each decision is based on LOVE or FEAR. Choose love, follow your intuition, not intellect and follow your passion or "burning inner desire." Go with the flow.
10. Thought forms are very important and affect our everyday life. We create our reality with thought forms. If we think negative thoughts of others this is what we attract. If we think positive thoughts, we will attract positive people and events. So be aware of your thoughts and eliminate the unnecessary negative or judgmental ones.
11. Be aware that most of the media is controlled by just a few. Use discernment! Look for the hidden agendas. Why is this information being presented to you? What is "their" real agenda? Is it a case of problem reaction solution? Do "they" create a problem so that "we" react and ask for a fix, then "they" offer their solution? The "solution is what "they" really wanted in the first place.
12. Remember , almost nothing happens by accident. Almost all "events" are planned by some agency or other. Despite this, it is a very exciting time to be alive!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Equinox
This is the last few days before the equinox which is said to be a time for manifesting new energies in our lives. It is a POWERFUL TIME to do so as all the planets are aligned to help bring your intent to you faster. The deeper you feel the feelings associated with having your desires the quicker you will create action in this world. Energy is powerful right now and I would use it to my advantage.
Why not use all the help you can get to achieve what you desire. Do an outline of it. Get together with like minded people and create. Sit down with your partner and write down what it is you wish to create in your life and how you wish to live. Create a sacred power space that you can enter into daily to read and contemplate all the things you are putting out there.
Even if you do not believe in any of this stuff, there is no harm in dreaming a little everyday and affecting the energies on the planet with good healthy thoughts and feelings and who knows, you may even be very surprised with the outcome.
I believe in the power of positive thinking and visualizing what it is you desire as I have seen it manifest in my world over and over again, so I am going to take this golden opportunity to create happiness, health and abundance. I am going to send good healthy energy out there everyday.
Why don't you join me???
Why not use all the help you can get to achieve what you desire. Do an outline of it. Get together with like minded people and create. Sit down with your partner and write down what it is you wish to create in your life and how you wish to live. Create a sacred power space that you can enter into daily to read and contemplate all the things you are putting out there.
Even if you do not believe in any of this stuff, there is no harm in dreaming a little everyday and affecting the energies on the planet with good healthy thoughts and feelings and who knows, you may even be very surprised with the outcome.
I believe in the power of positive thinking and visualizing what it is you desire as I have seen it manifest in my world over and over again, so I am going to take this golden opportunity to create happiness, health and abundance. I am going to send good healthy energy out there everyday.
Why don't you join me???
Stressed out....
Stressed out....who, me??
There are a few things in life that are considered to be the most stressful....a divorce, a death, moving, changing jobs, running your own business, getting married, having a baby to mention but a few.
I am experiencing most of the above and it amazes me how well we handle things and may even feel as if we do not have much stress. My hips and thighs are telling me different. The chemicals that stress has created in my body has caused chaos and I am having a hard time looking in the mirror.
Excess cortisol is not my friend at the moment and I have all these beautiful clothes that I can no longer fit into. I now recall another time of stress in my life and am starting to see a pattern. Whenever I experience stress, the excess cortisol settles on my butt and hips and I feel like a pear!
But I must ask if that is the only reason my body is behaving this way (natural to have more cortisol during stress) or am I sabotaging myself?? In this time of finding my own happiness I am once again faced with the question.....am I deserving of it?? This is not a conscious question until I stop and think or someone points out the obvious!
Either way, I have decided to exercise regularly again and to manage my time better and to ensure that I schedule enough time for me. It is a delicate balance because if I am not busy at work then I start panicking and forget that sometime that also indicates a need to slow down and take care of what is right in front of us. I am not sure where I am going with all of this or even if there is a point. But taking the time for me also means going deep inside and rectifying that old pattern of not being enough and not deserving joy, abundance and happiness.
I have heard and read that this is the month for clearing old stuff and I am getting rid of stuff alright. I am having dreams about things that happened years ago and guess that I am being given a chance to clear it, make peace with it or pay attention to the message of it.
Stressed or not I am going to take the time to look at all the unfinished business and get rid of it.
Afraid or not I am going deep within to heal myself because that is the only way to approach a new life and these wonderful times.
There are a few things in life that are considered to be the most stressful....a divorce, a death, moving, changing jobs, running your own business, getting married, having a baby to mention but a few.
I am experiencing most of the above and it amazes me how well we handle things and may even feel as if we do not have much stress. My hips and thighs are telling me different. The chemicals that stress has created in my body has caused chaos and I am having a hard time looking in the mirror.
Excess cortisol is not my friend at the moment and I have all these beautiful clothes that I can no longer fit into. I now recall another time of stress in my life and am starting to see a pattern. Whenever I experience stress, the excess cortisol settles on my butt and hips and I feel like a pear!
But I must ask if that is the only reason my body is behaving this way (natural to have more cortisol during stress) or am I sabotaging myself?? In this time of finding my own happiness I am once again faced with the question.....am I deserving of it?? This is not a conscious question until I stop and think or someone points out the obvious!
Either way, I have decided to exercise regularly again and to manage my time better and to ensure that I schedule enough time for me. It is a delicate balance because if I am not busy at work then I start panicking and forget that sometime that also indicates a need to slow down and take care of what is right in front of us. I am not sure where I am going with all of this or even if there is a point. But taking the time for me also means going deep inside and rectifying that old pattern of not being enough and not deserving joy, abundance and happiness.
I have heard and read that this is the month for clearing old stuff and I am getting rid of stuff alright. I am having dreams about things that happened years ago and guess that I am being given a chance to clear it, make peace with it or pay attention to the message of it.
Stressed or not I am going to take the time to look at all the unfinished business and get rid of it.
Afraid or not I am going deep within to heal myself because that is the only way to approach a new life and these wonderful times.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
INTERESTING
Don't you find it interesting that most of the religions on the planet see you as being born dirty? It's an odd posturing, is it not, for a creature of divine creation? Does it even sound reasonable that you would be born into a spiritual system where you didn't have a chance when you arrived because of something that happened eons before you got here? Does this really sound like being "made in the image of God?"
~ Kryon, Book 10, page 234 ~
~ Kryon, Book 10, page 234 ~
Friday, February 20, 2009
Mirrors along the way.....
A book was given to me as a gift. A friend of mine wrote it and all I can say is WOW.
This book is fantastic and I feel so blessed to have such a gifted friend in my world. I have decided to share one of the pages with you here today and will be sharing words of wisdom from this book on the front page of my website regularly.
The book is titled..........The way Home...stories from the master. Written by Mathias Karayan
Mirrors along the way,
"Confusion looks for its answer in a cloudy pool.
The unsolvable problem seeks a solution through the mind that imagined it.
Guilt looks for forgiveness in a world accusation.
Wisdom sees itself.
Confusion must be shown that its pool reflects itself.
The unsolvable problem is gone when the mind that imagined it is changed.
Guilt is forgiven when truth is allowed to be its guide.
You are the cause of what you see and this you can change when you choose to see it differently."
Wise words to reflect upon from the Master!!!!
This book is fantastic and I feel so blessed to have such a gifted friend in my world. I have decided to share one of the pages with you here today and will be sharing words of wisdom from this book on the front page of my website regularly.
The book is titled..........The way Home...stories from the master. Written by Mathias Karayan
Mirrors along the way,
"Confusion looks for its answer in a cloudy pool.
The unsolvable problem seeks a solution through the mind that imagined it.
Guilt looks for forgiveness in a world accusation.
Wisdom sees itself.
Confusion must be shown that its pool reflects itself.
The unsolvable problem is gone when the mind that imagined it is changed.
Guilt is forgiven when truth is allowed to be its guide.
You are the cause of what you see and this you can change when you choose to see it differently."
Wise words to reflect upon from the Master!!!!
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