Saturday, May 9, 2009

We are all connected

There are many belief systems out there and I am going to add one more.

I believe that organised religion sometimes fails to let us know that we are all connected and rather insists on teaching us fear and this fear feeds our seperation.
There are two options of feelings that we can choose. One is love and one is fear.

Fear incompasses all the lower vibrational feelings...lack, hatred, shame, greed, envy etc.
Love encompasses all the good feelings...joy, laughter, abundance, happiness etc.

When we realise that we are all connected we realize when we hurt or hate we affect everything and everyone. Mother Earth needs to purge herself of this energy and then it rains or the earth shifts or erupts or floods. As we all lift our vibrations and heal our hurts we lift the vibrations of the planet and help others to find their healing. We can change the world by changing ours a little everyday. All we need to do is start being the change. When we chose a higher purpose for ourselves we move energy in that direction that affects all of us.

If we all globally felt the same deep love at the same time we will create miracles. We have to start believing that we are the creators on this planet and if we do not like what we see then it is our duty to start looking deep inside and ask why! Why have I co-created this and how can I change this within me to assist in the outer reflection.

When we start believing we are beautiful and loving and loved we can start creating more beauty and love. It can be uncomfortable to discover who you really are and what thoughts and beliefs create your world around you but when you move through the discomfort the peace and clarity on the other side is inspirational. I move in and out of discovery more than I would like sometimes but because of it I like who I am and who I am becoming.....Actually I believe I am remembering more of who I truly am through the discomfort of discovery.

I am moving closer to love everyday and because of it I cannot help but wish to share the love and help others discover it for themselves. This is what happens when you realize we are all connected and the bottom line of that thread the core of it, if you will, is love.

I may be running the risk of sounding like a new age weirdo......what the hell.....if thats the hat that spreads the message of love and change, I accept and thanks!! LOOK at yourself and ask frequently, How am I feeling now.....this will let you know what your predominant thoughts are and whether you choose love or fear. Do your thoughts and feelings lift you up or bring you down??? Once you start paying attention you stay present and once you are present you can change the thoughts and feelings and shift your reality to a differnet vibration. Hopefully to a higher vibration.

I said all that to say this....again... we are all connected and we all affect the energy around us with our energy! There is loads of science out there now to back this up!! YOU CAN BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THIS WORLD.......it is not to late!

Thursday, May 7, 2009

More words of wisdom..

A TRUE FRIEND STANDS BY YOUR SIDE IN THE STORM
AND REMINDS YOU THAT THERE ARE
SWEET AND SUNNY DAYS TO COME...................-Kathryn T. Shaw

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Time Flies as we heal....

Wow, its been a whole month since my last post and I am amazed at how much has happened and how many times I have thought about blogging this or that and just never took the time to sit down and do it.
I feel like I have BEEN HECTICALLY BUSY AND AS IF I HAVE PASSED THROUGH A STORM AND MOST DAYS I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS A DREAM AND I WONDER WHEN I MAY WAKE UP AND WHAT WILL I SEE??? (oops, bumped caps lock and do not feel like typing that again)

I recently had a few revelations maybe even a healing crisis and it was very interesting. This 40Th year of my life has brought about many changes and they came pretty rapidly. I guess when you finally make up your mind things start moving quickly. I got divorced and when the final decree came I was just numb. This surprised me and I needed to decide why I am not happy.
Am I incapable of being happy, was that the problem....did I deserve to be happy???...was that the problem??
So many questions and then even more confusion. Life is good, business is good and I had to get to the bottom of my feelings before I made any more mistakes and caused any more pain.
I decided to turn to a Healing touch professional that I trade services with and returned to Network Chiropractic. I put the intent out there and many opportunities to discover were opened up to me.

I dealt with abandonment issues and worthiness to start and after some theta healing and self searching I moved through that but as these things come in layers, I was not done.

My new relationship is exactly what I created and I have a chance to be so happy, to live the dream.....I could not understand why it felt so complicated. I am so grateful that we communicate so well as it has helped me delve deeper and deeper. It was during one of our discussions that I realised shame was the next layer and it really blew me away.

I knew I had a LOT of shame around my childhood and being abused and raped and poor, but I did not realize that it was soooo strong in my vibrations that I had attracted it to me from everywhere. I attracted three bad things in a row to happen to me to build on the shame I was carrying and then to add more issues, I felt like I needed to protect myself and put on a ton of weight (in my mind)and this just gave me something else to be ashamed about. As I lay there talking to my partner it hit me.....I was ashamed of this wonderful relationship I had dreamed of and created, the one thing that was supposed to make me happy and help me!!
It was as if these episodes in my life fell into this shame filling cabinet and it all made sense.
I have a new relationship and I am so in love and it may have happened fast for a recently divorced person but I am choosing to be ashamed no more and I will not be ashamed of this love in my life and if no one understands and chooses to judge it so be it.....they obviously have a bunch of issues that they themselves need to deal with.

My healing is probably not complete but this layer certainly is!! I am in love and proud of it. I chose a different life for myself and I am sorry for the pain it may have caused but I know in the end everyone involved will be happier, I certainly am.

Emotions are....and they start from some imprint or belief system and if we are not careful we can feed them and feed them until they destroy all we desire. That is, the lower vibrational emotions mainly!!! The only emotion I wish to feed now is love....LOVE for myself and others.
I know that I am a child of the DIVINE and am integrating it deeply into my psyche, changing the other imprints in there, and I deserve all the good things the Universe has to offer and I accept it now.

YOU ARE TOO A DIVINE CHILD AND DESERVE ALL THE GOOD OUT THERE SO, IT'S TIME......GRAB IT!!!